Purilaw Story

"Are you sure? You sure it's not just a 6 month thing, and then you'll come back here again?" "I don't actually know what the future will brings. But I feel something different now. It's not the same old feeling coming back. It's a new perspective. I see something else. An accumulation of everything that has happened in the past. Added up all together and created this one whole thing... One giant big thing that replaced the familiar faces. It's not a wander of the future also, it's just... it's just right here, right now." "How do you feel about it?" "I feel... I feel alright. For once, I'm okay. I'm ready now." 25/5/20

If we see love as a simple feeling of attachment and comfort, I would like to be in love. Nothing to worry about, as long you're with that one person that can make you feel like home even when you're away. If we see love as a simple feeling of supports and motivation, I'd like to have it every day. It will help me get out of bed in the morning. If we see love as a simple feeling of chemistry and magic... I wouldn't need anything else to keep me entertain. Seeing your eyes, is enough. I miss being in love. But growing up gives another meaning to love. Now I'm scared of being in love. 8/1/20